Once again i have fallen victim to your insecurities, having to cop (in this case) the sharp end of the stick.

I think one day this will all end terribly.

I hate myself

Soooo much sometimes….

I’m going to loose things, and never get them back one day. I rely too much on certain people and if and when they do go I won’t have anything.

Hollow threats.

I’ll tell you something for nothing…

People are pathetic, people are weak.

People think that acting tough will hide that patheticness and make them seem strong as a person. But you know what, people like that are the weakest of us all. They are the ones who don’t simply have the strength to walk away, or have the strength to just laugh and shugg things off. They are the people who have to make a scene out of insignificant differences. They think that if they threaten to bash people that they will not be messed with. But alot of that time it’s all talk. Or if they actually do bash people, yeh they have a back bone. but not a strong enough one, because they have to show people that they are boss, and show people that they are tough.

But so what? Do you think we care that you aren’t comfortable enough with yourself that you have to damage other peoples souls to make yours feel better about itself? Because, I for one, DO NOT CARE.

If you can’t walk away from a little insignificant clashing of opinions you will get no where in life. Not everyone in this world like each other so deal with it, don’t blow up on it and make hollow threats because it makes you look even weaker than you already are.

Life…

Sorted out some Christmas presents last night…spent about $250 so far, still got mum, dads and part of grandma’s present left to buy. So still another $150 to spend i reakon.

Works pretty cruisy too, a have good hours but not to many and i like it… have Friday, Sunday and Tuesday off… Then all of next weekend which is pretty sexy.

SO its the first of December today, 24 days until Christmas. I’m excitied!!!!!! Soooo excited. Which reminds me, i get to eat the first chocolate from my advent calendar. Its in the shape of a cute little christmas tree. We are putting our tree up on Sunday too. I love Christmas.

Wet’n'Wild Tuesday next week with my Uncle who arrives from the UK and Saturday night. Everything is so good.

Although i have to move into my sisters room for a few months, but we will survive.

Violence Violence…

You don’t get me and my love if you treat me like shit. You don’t get kisses just after you’ve made me cry. You seem to think that because i love you as much as i do it doesn’t matter how you treat me…. well it does. You damage me and i doesn’t fix unless you mend me, and if you don’t i will break some more.

 

I do love you to death though… Jut show me that you respect me and my well-being.

being away from you for not even 6 hrs and i’m already dying. Its scary how much i crave you. I woudn’t mind sharing every moment with you. I’d prefer not to miss you.

Finished

So i graduated, passed every subject with flat c’s.

Schoolies for a few nights, then its all over completely…

“Why would you assume i open my legs for guys? Now thats bitchy… You know nothing.”

I like being a bitch nicely, it adds to impact. Esecially when they realise that they have nothing else to say. And know that I am right.

Lol at seedy bitches who know nothing about shit they try and talk about.

Suckerpunch

You are worthless pieces of shit. By you telling everyone they are running their mouth aren’t you doing exactly the same thing? Nothing like what you heard was even said so i think you should just fuck off and stop wasting you time bad mouthing. Its pathetic.
Ugh, it’s people like you that infect this world. You are the most obnoxious cunt i think I’ve come across.
You claim shit? Saying no that can’t be right because I’m good friends with them, well news flash, you are the bullshitter, which i know for a fact. Funny thing is, i had been directly told by them that they don’t like you.
Weird huh?
You are in definition, a piece of shit, a fucking minuscule one too. Except you appear to have a bit of a mental issue where you think you are the top shit, the biggest and best. HA, YOU ARE NOT.
No one likes you and your fellow shit kickers and no one will ever like you at this rate.
Fuck you, and Fuck people.

Two or three years ago i would have been shot for it, now-a-days you are doing exactly the same things i was then but its alright now?

Where’s the logic? Now its cool enough for you to do? or if you don’t do it now your not cool enough?

Baaaaaaaah.